If Your Heart is Unclouded The Light Floods In
As I sit here writing my first Blog and Monthly Missive I’m pondering why I didn’t put one out in October. I had written one and then realized it was too focused on a model that didn’t carry the true essence of what my life calling through artistic espression has been. I had plans to promote my web site and all the new ways I was going to emphasize and grow my art business and yet I didn’t sent it out. Why was I so hesitant?
Something seemed a bit off in my spirit and until I could put my finger on it I couldn’t send it. From years of experience I knew enough to wait and not push forward when my spirit feels clouded and is telling me to wait. After nearly a month of contemplating, I realized why and that’s what the first Monthly Missive would be all about.
My heart was clouded with all the things I wanted to accomplish. My goals are many and my dreams are big! I have worked hard to build up more skills, knowledge and understanding of art and my role in it. I needed all that continued training and practice to better fulfill what I knew I have been appointed to do with my life and influence. Even though I have been teaching others to use their creativity to express worship and promote light and love in the world, I was beginning to get clouded in my own ambitions. Even though I am painting more than ever and am very prolific in that regard, I felt stuck with next moves after graduating a Mastery program.
Being an artist, to me, is more than skills- more than a way to make money. It was never about money from the beginning, although all the sales are indeed wonderful and helpful. Yet from the beginning it was about releasing the fire and passion inside me in more expressive ways than mere words, to give an offering of worship to a Creator I had never seen, yet grew to know so well. As far back as over 40 years ago I learned about how much I was loved by an unseen God and began to want to find ways to express my love in return. Inside me I knew there had to be ways to express worship other than spoken or sung words. I felt compelled to put my whole being into it. That’s when I discovered movement as a form of worship. Then I found interest in using sign language to bring more expressive gestures to the movement. That led me into other forms of creativeity with colors and fabric and then to the canvas where I pulled out the art supplies I had loved in highschool. It was so freeing to use art to express what was deep inside. Drawing and painting became my most exercised gestures of worship. Art became a bridge to the hearts of others as people looked at my artwork and were inspired, moved and spiritually impacted. The ephipany of worship through the arts has been my life’s calling.
Mark Twain once said, “The two most important days in your life are the day you were born and the day you find out why.” I knew my why and no matter what I do in business as a professional artist I know nothing must take the place of that. That was the point at which the cloud lifted.
Of course selling art is part of what has been an added blessing and provision, and is my business now as a professional artist, but by far, it’s better knowing that what inspired me to paint prayerful and prophetic art has the power to impact people in their gut. That life and hope which stirs the spirit is why I am so in love with creativity. There is a beautiful scripture that speaks so well of what I am trying to live:
“The eyes of your spirit allow revelation light to enter your being. If your heart is unclouded the light floods in.”
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